It's Lainey. I was tested for a life altering disease today. I won't know anything until Tuesday at the earliest. PLEASE, i am BEGGING you all, PLEASE pray for me, that the test will be negative. Please pray that if it is positive that I will have the courage to go on, because right now I don't. I would love to hear from anyone at laineylives at aol dot com. I'm scared. I cannot stop crying.
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Posted 2 years ago by Jetta and Boo Boo's Mom #
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*joining in*
Lainey, you know we're always here for you. Whatever the result, that will never change {{{hugs}}}
Posted 2 years ago by MadcatwomanintheUK #
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I don't want to face life if it's positive. I can't. I just can't.
Posted 2 years ago by Jetta and Boo Boo's Mom #
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I'm a strong woman but this, this I cannot bear. I'm not being a sissy but it will change my life in ways I don't even want to consider or fathom or believe. I will be alone and I can't do alone. I can't. Oh PLEASE pray for me that it's negative. I'm sobbing so hard and I have no one to talk to.
Posted 2 years ago by Jetta and Boo Boo's Mom #
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(((Lainey)) Honey you have my prayers, support, friendship and hugs. We are here for you. You are not alone. Talk to us honey..
Posted 2 years ago by cricketsmama #
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I'm afraid my honey will leave me. And I know, I know, I know, if he does that says more about him than about me, but I don't know if he will stick around. Life's too short, you know.. That is what's hurting more than anything, that he may walk away. I don't want to believe that he would, but I have to consider all options and I think that is a viable one for him. It would be bad enough dealing with that disease, but to deal with it alone, and I cannot and will not tell my family of origin (and it's NOT HIV).
Posted 2 years ago by Jetta and Boo Boo's Mom #
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Oh Lainey, sweetie - you will never be alone! We will always be here for you. You are in my prayers, and I'm sending tons of white light and strength to you. I pray for a negative result, but whatever happens, we can get through this together.
Posted 2 years ago by Rubia in CA, 4/28 #
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You have us to talk to. We may only be able to contact you through the internet, but we are there for you.
You have my prayers, and my support.
*hugs*
Posted 2 years ago by owlwatcher_974 #
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Dearest Lainey,
Never ever feel as though you don't have anyone! We love you so much and you are such a valuable member of our little litter! We are all here for you 110% AND always will be. Sort of the old "in sickness and in health" sort of set up! Many many prayers are coming your way along with healing white light. I know what that is like, I cried for DAYS after my doc said they were going to do brain surgery. I was at my wits end and I have to say I think it IS TDK who pulled me thru. That is no joke, it is not patronizing, it is the simple TRUTH. Never feel like you can't contact me or anyone on here. Betty and Wilma send healing prayer to you.
Many Hugs!
AmyPosted 2 years ago by mollycat71 #
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Thank you, everyone. The intense sobbing is slowing down. I've gotten some great support and love here and in my aol inbox. It's helping to calm me down. I know, Amy, that you got some good news a week or so ago. I tried to catch up and I was SOOO happy to read that! I am just scared and have no place to turn. Honey has been supportive and basically told me not to worry till there is something to worry about, but well, I just can't do that. And we've already talked a bit about the future, whether he will be in it if it's positve and he said he won't make that decicision till Tuesday when he hears the results. I won't blame him if he walks away but it will hurt more than the diagnosis. And he's my future. At least I thought so. Other than you all here and my daddy, he's all i've got. I don't trust nor like my sibs very much ('cept my brother) and I'd never tell him. I don't know how I'll make it till Tuesday.
Posted 2 years ago by Jetta and Boo Boo's Mom #
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Amy - I sent you the wrong phone number but sent you a correction... sorry.. hard to type when crying..
Posted 2 years ago by Jetta and Boo Boo's Mom #
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I second Cheri's comment, wish I could just bring you a big yummy treat to nibble on with you!
Posted 2 years ago by mollycat71 #
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I'm going to bed for a while. Will check in when I get up later tonight.
And it's NOT HIV, really!
Posted 2 years ago by Jetta and Boo Boo's Mom #
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Lainey, sending you heaps of positive energy. You're in my thoughts. Try and rest. I believe all things happen for a reason and if a door does close, don't panic - you're not in the room alone - we're with you and there will be an open window.
Posted 2 years ago by KapitiKats in NZ #
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Sending positive thoughts that the test is negative. We are here for you. Also sending some consoling hugs.
Posted 2 years ago by SylMiaFelixMomma #
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Lainey I'm so sorry and feel so bad for what you're going through. Good Lord why do tests have to take so darn long when it's so terrifying to not know the truth. Now...as frightened as you are...PLEASE...contemplate the possibility that the tests WILL BE NEGATIVE! Sending you my most heartfelt Prayers and Healing White Light that the tests will be negative and this all will soon be behind you. I'm sure your honey won't leave you no matter how the test comes back. I don't believe you could choose someone who'd be so cold and shallow. Breathe deep Lainey...please...you're going to make yourself even sicker. You'll never truly be alone with a family as large as TDK holding you close. ((((Lainey))))
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Lainey, I don't know what test you are having but praying for a negative result. I am so sorry that you are going through this, as many of us have had health problems. You are not alone and know that we all are pulling for you and wishing you the best. Hugs and prayers to you and a peaceful sleep, you need your rest.
Posted 2 years ago by Lynn from PA 6/8 #
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there is an excellent book "you can't afford the luxury of a negative thought" that i've bought and given out to several people. i strongly suggest you read it. if you can't afford it, please let me buy you a copy and send it to you. seriously.
email me at choyt8 at stny dot rr dot com and give me your snail mail address. thank you.
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Lainey, I've been out and am just finding this. I'm emailing you. Please let me know what's going on. Maybe I can offer some small advice. Or at least do some research.
Many hugs.
Posted 2 years ago by WillowandWindismom #
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Sending prayers that the test turns out to be negative. You will always have your TDK family. We won't give up on you. Now you have to have faith in your ability to handle whatever comes. We can help you with whatever it is you might be facing. You are much loved!
Posted 2 years ago by Kitten Whisperer #
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Backing up a dumpster load of white light and prayers to your door, Lainey. And it will keep on coming, no matter what. TDK has bottomless resources. Lady Coco and Sophie send head bonks and chin rubs for comfort.
Posted 2 years ago by GizzysAuntie #
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Thank you everyone. I just woke up for a bit. Lots of love and support here and in my email. I'm a bit calmer (for the moment). Please feel free to put me on any prayer list/chain you belong to. My first request is that the prayer be for a negative test result and if that is not to be for me to have the strength and courage to deal with whatever comes my way. The last two years have been so hard, with my mom's illness and passing and now my dad (who I think is on the verge of giving up), various family issues that everyone has, and a rough year for and with my man. And then this? I admit I am feeling a bit sorry for myself. But I'm so scared. So scared of how my life will change if it's positive. I will share with you all at some point and I bet someone will come forward privately and say: "me too." In the meantime, please keep praying for me. I love you all.
Posted 2 years ago by Jetta and Boo Boo's Mom #
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