Hello again my Family. I'm really starting to lose control of my emotions here. My beautiful impossible-to-trap Hissy hasn't been home again since Thursday morning. At that time I was starting to feel good that Prayers were being heard & she was finally out of danger from anymore attacks & on the mend. At that time she was so hungry from not eating for days at a time,that she ate everything I put out. There was enuf to feed her,Naughty & Pretty. To see her eat so much gave me hope that she was on the mend. Now I'm a complete emotional wreck trying to find a way to draw her home,if she's even alive. Working so hard & so long over the few yrs. to save her & stop the litters & allow her to live peacefully....to imagine something going horribly wrong has just drained me. I can't eat...I've slept a whole 2 hrs. in 4 days! My focus & concentration are down to nil. I can't get anything done because of it. It took me almost 45 mins. to just type this rant cuz of errors. I don't know what the he** to do to stop the madness. Please help w/your continued Prayers.
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PRAYERS Please-Hissy is MIA again
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Thanx GD...sadly,she's injured again. This time on one of her ears again & at the base of her tail. She doesn't look like the same cat anymore. Instead of her beautiful black face, her hair is almost white now. I can't make a single move around her again w/out her running & she's not eating as much as before.
Along w/her...my Binky keeps barfing up again. Instead of understanding it's not his fault,I yelled at him because I'm at the end of my rope & that rope is completely frayed at this point. -
Susie, is there any way you can take a break? Go for a walk? Read a book? Get together with a friend (Dian?). I'm worried about you, my friend. Many prayers for you and Ms. Hissy.
Posted 2 years ago by Kitten Whisperer #
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Susie, I'm so sorry that Hissy (and you) are having such a hard time. I must remind you though, that you HAVE had success with her - you did stop her from having more litters and you did give her peace in her life. She is a true feral and you can only do so much for her. I think all you can do at this point is what you have already done - offer her food and shelter. If she chooses not to use the safe shelter, then I don't think there is much more that you can do. I know it is hard - you have worked so hard for her, and at great sacrifice to yourself. I will continue to keep you and Ms. Hissy in my thoughts and prayers. And if it makes you feel better, then go ahead and spend some snuggling time with the one who did accept your offer of a safe shelter and became your greatest triumph - Hopper.
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As I was told this morning you have a choice, you can either worry yourself into illness or take a step back and take care of yourself. I know you are very worried, but you need to get sleep and stay healthy. Continued prayers that Ms. Hissy will return and allow you so much needed peace. Prayers of comfort and strength to you.
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I know you're all right & I soooo appreciate the emotional support from you. You give more support to me than any rational person should ever deserve. The day-to-day problems I put into the catagory of chores needed to be handled...whether I like it or not. But...add to it the continuous bashing my mind has to gear up for (the signing up 4 food was horrible),& trying to keep focus on eventually leaving the toxicity here...that coupled w/not being able to work,not having any income & suffering from monstrous insomnia (I have a migraine as well right now w/a toothache). And now,with a beautiful cat who is usually on the healthy side deteriorating before my eyes....as you can see, I have no room left in my mind to cope. This normally strong-willed & minded person is crumbling from the stress. I'm sorry to say that...yes...it is possible to be handed more than one can handle. Thank You for believing in me. I've misplaced my ability to do that for myself.
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We'll provide all the support you need until you are feeling stronger, Susie. That's what friends do. :)
Posted 2 years ago by Kitten Whisperer #
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Feral, so sorry to hear that one of your kits is being hurt and not allowing your to help. But you have made a tremendous difference in the lives of many kits, and you can only keep doing that if you take care of yourself! A warm bath, some deep breating, and maybe a little nap seem like they might help. Sometimes getting relaxed and refreshed helps me problem solve more effectively. {{{{Feral and Ms Hissy}}}}
Posted 2 years ago by nawlins catmom #
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Susie, my love, STOP-----You have given all you can to the kits within your care------YOU need to get OUT!!----You have a place you need to be and it isn't with non-helper. I will help you with anything you need and I won't judge for your decision--but you need to stand up to the plate. All my love and more wishes than you can imagine.
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