Gosh, Dad, today is your birthday. The first time in my life you've ever had a birthday and not been here to see it and celebrate it. I really miss you, you were such a good dad and such an awesome friend. I want to thank you for my sense of humor. I can't believe you're not here anymore, I keep thinking that this time last year we got to see each other and celebrate your special day. I keep wondering now who will guide me and give me advice that I can really count on. I keep wondering now what we'd do to mark your birthday if you were still here. Maybe we'd go out to Saltgrass and have a nice big steak. Or maybe I'd cook dinner for you. Or maybe we'd just sit around and talk like we used to. We always used to have stuff to talk about all the time. You were so interesting, you'd been so many different places and met so many interesting people that your advice was always good advice, even if I didn't think so at first.
So Dad, here's to you. I will always celebrate this day as your day as long as I live. I love you and miss you. It's just not the same without you.
Much love from your daughter,
xoxoxoxo