its looks like i failed part of the test, the part i was sure i would ace. the psych dr. is calling me mentally unstable and therefore unable to do my job at the present. this was before even half of his half of the test was done. i did pass the memory/cocentration test where he gives you nine letter and numbers and you must recite them backward. or recite the numbers first from low to high and then take the letters and do the same, he says i have too much on my plate at this time because of my mom and dad and that i need to have a private psych doctor, see him, stabilize my life my life and when he feels i'm ready, i go back up to Albany for more testing. I did not sleep well last night - got only 4 hours sleep last night. i went up to Cohoes yesterday afternoon to get reasy for today.
he pretty much agrees that i need to seperate from my parents, yet i am going to need to ask them to supplement my income soon as i am almost completely tapped out. i can't think of where i can borrow more money to live modestly on, i have maybe 2.5 months of money left if i play it really tight. i make too much money for welfare or food stamps...
on the other hand i may have just passed the medical part with the medical doctor.. he is fine with the wound on the hip not healed yet. he says it's well on its way and to follow the wound care center's recommendtions. he i think is comfortable with the progress i have mad with the bowel. it is not solved, but is well managed. he would like to see a lower A1C blood suger, but my doctor and he and i realizes it's a work in wogress. and i need mre leg/foot stability work, which i will get a 2 x 6 and some poles as my first workout equipment.
the only good thing about today is being loved by Spice. cat fur does soak up human tears...
