MC - I have sent an email to a couple of 2nd degree Reiki practitioners to do a distance treatment on/for you. I will do the same.
Patient's families are often scared... we don't always hear what we need to hear. I only hope I was not a pain to the hospital staff when my Mom was in ICU. It's not my nature to yell, scream, accuse - but I may have been full of questions about why, when... etc. and asked them repeatedly not really hearing an answer the first time.
I admire your strength and sense of humor my friend !