Okay, I first must say I am sorry but I do need to let this out before I melt down.
My mom had exploratory surgery today and things are not good. What was thought to be stage 2 lung cancer and most likely operable is now stage 4 and has spread to her aorta. I am in shock at this time because she is in Arizona and I am in South Dakota...I think I will be flying out this weekend just to be there if nothing else. She did not know yet when my brother called to tell me... I don't know anything about cancer but i truly think that sounds bad...I hold out hope but not real sure what the next step will be.
Thank you for listening and being there...it is looking more and more like it might be Easter Cards rather than Christmas...