This is a bit long, so please bear with me....
Some of you are aware that I had been in the hospital over the week end with a flair up of disease that I have called cellulitis. This is an infection of the muscles. My type of this disease CAN spread easily to my blood stream. The last time I had it, I almost died. Yes, I said died, like dead, like no longer alive. (sorry to those I repeating to)
I found out this morning that my younger brother (who has the same disease) has to have his leg amputated. This will be done next week.
My parents just left today, this afternoon actually to be with my brother for his surgery.
I feel like no one cares about the fact that I could end up as bad as my brother. The only differnce is that my brother has a wonderful support system....
My parents will be there
His wife and her WHOLE family (sibs, neices, nephews,
parents, etc)
My cousin, her husband, my aunt
His best friend and his family including parents, etc
Want to make a guess on how many people I have (I'll even give you a hint, my husband has to work through Christmas. I won't even see him and my best friend is going to CT, she left today for the holidays)
Well, the answer is....
I have NO ONE.
and my cousin just told me that I shouldn't feel sorry for myself. How else am I supposed to feel?
I'm sorry to be a "itch. I was doing better after talking to a friend, until my cousin called. Now, it's starting all over.
Sorry
