Sm, just catching up. I am sorry to hear of the latest news. Control is what you make it. I don't like losing control either, makes me crazy. You can deal with what is in front of you, as you have done in the past. Your weight is, understandably unbearable, right now. You have given so much to many, myself included. I know your strength, and I know you have the drive. You have the suppport of your many friends here and those around you. I know you will make it through this. Don't give up and hold your head high and kick butt as I know you can. You only admit defeat, when defeat has you.
And dear lady, that is not the woman I know. Times are tough, physically, emotionally and monetairly for many. But you always manage to hang on, no matter what. I expect you to continue to do so for your family, yourself and us. We need you. We are here for you, do not hestitate to ask for further assistance. You are in our prayers.
May the angles kiss you, dear lady, while you sleep. Rest well. My love to you and yours, Mama Lynn