It has been one week since I had to help Tucker cross to the Bridge. Just getting to the point of accepting and feeling like I can handle anything. This morning I found out I can't. I am sick to my stomach and my heart is aching because two little starving kittens came to my patio for the food less than one hour ago. Adorable, one dark calico and another orangie. As I type this the calico just came back to the bowl because I refilled it. She is eating like she hasn't had food in days. She just ran because my Chester knocked my wireless mouse to the floor with a crash. Right now they are under my house where I created a small doorway to the crawl space where I put warm bedding boxes. If they stay there I will be able to catch them fairly soon, but what in heavens name am I going to do with them. I am just sick, and asking God why he is doing this to me.
I am in pain 24/7 and getting adjusted to it, but for the past few weeks the pain has been very intense and now I have to deal with two more babies. I could just scream. I am cursing the people that allow their cats to roam and the people who abandon and toss away these poor creatures.
Sorry friends, but I am just in a really bad state right this minute. Don't know how much more of this I can take. There really needs to be laws that force people to keep their pets indoors or on leashes. No cat should be allowed outside unless in an enclosure or on a halter and leash. No cat or dog should be allowed that isn't neutered, unless they are a true certified licensed breeder. I could go on and on - crying right now because there are so many stupid, uncaring people in this world.
