Hey, everyone, I could really use some prayers and white light right now, for me and my boyfriend.
We own rental property in Whitney, and because of high electric bills last month and some expensive medication for him and for me, the rent money we will take in this week will not be enough to pay the mortgage, much less the apartment we live in in Waco.
My check from work is not enough to cover all of my bills right now, much less pay the rent.
We are both in debt up to our eyeballs.
My mother has already helped me out twice in the past couple weeks, once to repair my car air conditioning, and once for living expenses.
My father had knee surgery and a root canal list month and isn't in a position to help.
His mother is on a fixed income.
He gets a disability check, which was eaten by the electric bill.
Short of not paying for part of the mortgage, or trying to get another loan that I can't afford to pay back, I have no idea what to do.
And he suffers from depression and anxiety, so I can't really talk to him about it.
Plus we are beginning the legal process with the jerk we're buying the property from.
I feel like I'm Atlas, trying to hold up a world that's slowly falling apart.
I keep telling him that the property we own is a money pit, but he's still fighting to retain control of all of it.
Anyway, I could use some TDK white light right now, and help seeing the bigger picture.
